Tears

Who knew that when you cry...for someone so very important....it hurts...It hurts a lot!

Yeakeh. Im crying..still...as always...I cant take it!...r
I've Kept these tears long. enough for my eyes to sting...til I cry...then thats when it really hurts...Sure. I let it all out But what about tomorrow?!

... Nothing's gonna stop me from crying cuz I just cant control my tears or emotions...I'll keep letting the rain fall.

And I always gotta feel so weak while crying....

I'm so sick of this...but what can I do but stay in the battle field and continue to fight...even with the lack of energy I have...
Once again...I don't need any help from anyone...
No one will know my problems...cuz their kept to myself...I'm the only one there is to fight this stupid thing...even though I need help...
I'll either end up winning this battle.
or Ill be falling and loosing it all on my own.

I Want To Forgive...But How Can I When I'm So Scared To...?



~ MoyashiLotus