Swearing/Complaing Blog. o-o

Hey guys!...omg! Today...Friday May 8th 2009!!
Was a VERY good day...besides the gossip of course. XD

Gosh..at school, like...SO MUCH FUN.
Well at lunch recces, Annie, Jenny, Daniel and I, we went to the back of the field and "talked"
and it waz funz.
Like, we were truly acting like a fam...we're the new QUADROPLETS! In the school. it's awesome. 3 girls one boy. 2 Asians, 1 portugese and 1 spanish. LOL
We're a family of adopted kids. XD

well it waz funn....till people started hating. AHAHAHA! who gives a shit?
*raises hand* I DONT!
Really...ever since, ehm..Tues when those two left....I dont give a dam about anything. I could get runned over by a car myself and I wouldnt give a dam about my life about being lost.
I know Im not trusted by people who say they trust me. I can feel it...I know people dont like me cuz I hang out with my bro.
Really, I dont give a dam about their thoughts or whatever the hell they think about.
Cuz it's my life. let me live it in a happier way rather then being EMO/GOTHIC.
Cuz really, I am sooooo SO SO SO SO! Done with it!
People who gossip...they say things to get the other person sad.
People who say shit about the other...say things to get them down.

For both things. They can both be former friends or current friends or foes. But it ends in the same result, them being happy and having a goddam happy life! While the person isnt so happy and they think "omg! wha'd I do? What can I do to solve this? Will I ever be her friend again?"
Again. while they're happy and act all buddy buddy with the rest but forget about the person they hurt.
Dude/dudette...I am so FUCKEN DONE WITH THAT! I've been through hell, I've been told shit about me, I've been accused, I've Been hated onm Ive been glared upon...

I DONT GIVE A FUCKING SHIT ABOUT THAT FUCKINGNESS ANYMORE!!
LIKE SCREW THAT!!!

I am so sick of people thinking that they can do something to the people you care about and then end up being buddy buddy with you. NO WAY!

These are MY RULES!
1. You mess with my family, I will be fucking PISSED!
2. Okay, Hate on whoever I hang with, but dont take it to fucking far!

So far thats all I can think of...but yeah...you get the point...and it's no lie either.
the family thing we got going on...Yeah..we're all kids with issues in our real fam so all we have is each other actually.
So...that fam..I describe as my real fam..cuz whenever I come home...it's just..shit....Idk, I hate it sometimes....My mom and bro argue! My mom smokes like no tomorrow, my bro yells, Im always left alone yelled at. YADA YADA!!!
The rest...have issues I dont want to repeat...but you get my point I hope.

err!...thinking about this pisses me off. -_-...BYE BYE HAPPY MOOD!
Idk...but like...it pisses me off so badly when I hear that this person did this cuz one of my sis is hanging around our bro and they cant hang out with him cuz my sis's friend doesnt like him...LIKE WTF IS THAT?!
...Isnt that just ruining their life even more?!

Arrrg!....I dont like my year...AT ALL!

I get a call from Michael...y'know, the bro that left me...we talked he talked...AND HE CHANGED IN JUST A WEEK!! SO DID MY COUSIN STEPH! LIKE HOLY SHIT!

...It's like I dont know them anymore. T^T

Grrr....what else?

...IDK!!!!

BUT WHOLE POINT IS!!
I DONT GIVE A DAM ABOUT GOSSIP OR TEARS ANYMORE!

SHED A TEAR!
I WONT FALL FOR IT!
FAMILY COMES FIRST IN MY WORLD NOW! IT'S THE ONLY THING I HAVE AND I DONT WANT TO LOOSE! I LOOSE ONE MORE FAMILY MEMBER I SWEAR TO FUCKING ASS GOD SHIT I WILL FUCKING LOOSE MY MIND! I WILL COMMIT SUICIDE AND IF IM TOO WHIMPY TO DO THAT I WILL BECOME EMO AND CUT MYSELF EVERY DAM DAY TILL I HAVE NOTHING TO CRY ABOUT OR FEEL ABOUT..TILL THE DAY I BECOME FUCKING NUMB!

I hope that blew off some steam for me....OKAY SORRY!
I didn't really mean to swear that much or something but...I had all that bottled up and If I were to just...Yeah..keep it bottled Up I would end up saying it out loud sometime. ^^"

SOWWIES!
And If any of my siblings are reading this then...DONT GROUND ME! O~O

~MoyashiLotus