Half/Half O_e"

Hm, yeah...you know me...being the emo one now a days. XD
naw, so not me to cut myself, but one things for sure.
My mood can be brought down easily o.e"

Arg!! today, one of my sibs doubted another of my sibs. [internet friends]
saying he wasn't real and he was a fake..like frig, that there pissed me off, and really brought down my mood to a ZERO.
Okay, I know things have happened to her with her other sis who she REALLY cares about. [another internet friend]
But still!! I could be having my own problems Ive got to still deal with and I know she was in a bad mood but yeah...couldn't she think of my feelings? I wasnt in a good mood either even though it seemed like it. Yeah, Im the kind of person that keeps things bottled up and helps other...friggin hate that. -_-

Again, I didnt show it that I was in a bad mood so she took it out on me..AND IM YOUNGER THEN HER TOO!! ARGH!!! Man I was pissed...Like then 3 sibs...saying she hasnt seen em and she thinks they're not reall people...like..wtf?! It's not their fault, their parents are fricken strict, I SHOULD KNOW! And then it seemed like she was asking me all these questions like I knew..I didnt wanna fight with her so i didnt protect yelling they were real...i was letting her think whatever she wanted then she questioned me like bad cop good cop....god dammit.
I have more problems to deal with then that and her sis, it's one and I care..but still!...*sighs*
I knew she wouldnt let it go, and I didnt wanna deal with it so....I made a new msn. -_-
And when I told My bro, one of the "fake" people. -_-
Yeah, he got sooooo upset, he didnt bother wanting to tell the other two, and i didnt want to.
again, he was upset and said some things that are really too sad to retype or anything...but those words did hurt him cuz it really wasnt his fault and he thought they were the inseperable trouble twins or something, idk...well yeah..he's hurt, but he got over it.

Sad part is...him and one of my sis's family they're moving to the U.S ... dont ask those two are REALLY close friends so they like go everywhere, now thats what i call INSEPERABLE.
But yeah...they're like my parents and they're leaving me here.....I told them how I felt
and they comforted me...I cried but they said it would be okay and they would call me...and I trust them to do so and it's like what they say "If you love something, You gotta let them go."
I agreed to it...saddest part!...they're moving on TUESDAY...it's soo soon! and Im busy this weekend...so I'll probably only get to see them on Sunday Night and a bit of Monday...but thats it. then they leave....ugh...and then someone foes saying they're fake....thats what got to me. T^T
It's okie anyways..I bet she'll be forgiven. O~O



Yeah! Back to before!...I made a new msn, then added the people I wanted to. Happy kinda people. 8D
well yeah...and when I did make that new msn...it felt like a new beginning. ^^
I had some fights with friends, i told her I wanted a restart with the friendship and she agreed and idk everything felt like new. =D
I even felt more happier. ^^

I talked with tons of people and idk..it seemed more happy! and my mood went from sad and sighing from Happy and giggly. o___o
it's like....weird...I never thought it would be THAT easy.....Im thinking of getting new accounts and such everywhere. ^^

Idk...today was a weird Day...like a half/Half personality. o__o

LOL Maybe. XD

Well Ttyl. Bye. ^^

~ Moyashi